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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 3, 202313 min read
Betrayal: Healing Comes By Feeling
Pretty gruesome, isn't it? I don't know what color pain is but I know how it feels. It is heavy. It hurts. Sometimes...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 26, 20237 min read
Pressure, Pressure Everywhere
Where does this pressure come from? From people's good intentions. Friends implying their opinions. My own internal dialogue from...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 19, 20237 min read
Calmly Aggressive
Aggression dressed up in a pretty package is like poison in a relationship. We may be unaware of our passive aggression but we are still...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 9, 20237 min read
Riding The See-Saw of Unhealthy Relationships
When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 23, 20238 min read
Another Step in My Healing Journey
It's hard to ask for help. Especially when one isn't sure what they need.
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 6, 20238 min read
Careful Protector
See this beautiful young girl? Her name is Careful Protector. She is feeling shy and would rather be hiding amongst the trees instead of...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jul 28, 20238 min read
Midnight Mutterings
I didn't know what to expect. I didn't want to talk about whatever came up because this was an area I hated as well as tried to...
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Sparkling Diamond
May 28, 20234 min read
My Coin Jar...And The Next Time That Never Came
I didn't have much to spare. I put in spare change that I had but it wasn't much more than half full. I wanted to give more but I didn't...
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Sparkling Diamond
May 3, 20237 min read
A Tribute To The Cat Who Chose Me
TRIGGER WARNING: Animal Abuse Preface: My cat for which I want to write this tribute showed up at my door at 11:30 on a Sunday night. I...
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Sparkling Diamond
Feb 11, 20233 min read
Am I Too Much?
(I wrote this, not to shame those who I may be talking about, but rather to portray as best I can the inner struggles that are caused by...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jan 4, 202330 min read
Red Flags... Want To Learn From My Experiences?
A while ago I had some people in my life that were not willing to listen to what I had to say. They tried to get me to do things I wasnt...
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 31, 20228 min read
Do You Want to Learn?
Ok, friends, if you really want to hurt me, I'm going to give you some tips...but most of you have been kind enough that I don't think...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 25, 202217 min read
Leaving My Faith Community
I never dreamed I'd stop going to church. Ever since I began to grow in my relationship with Jesus I wanted to know the truth and I...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 21, 20224 min read
Spiritual Abuse
This painting is still wet just like my heart is still raw from my therapist triggering me in my last session. The title of this painting...
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Sparkling Diamond
May 30, 20223 min read
The Struggle Of Trying To Heal
I'm being very vulnerable here...please be kind with your comments... I about want to say this and mean it except it's not my mind...it's...
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Sparkling Diamond
May 27, 20221 min read
Crying Baby
Today was a normal day. A normal day of being triggered. Today was one that doesn't happen very often. I was at work. I heard a baby...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 10, 20218 min read
A Preemie, A Bible and Spiritual Abuse
I knew somewhere that name was connected to a memory in the past but I couldn't think how or where...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 20, 202110 min read
The Effects of Spiritual Abuse
Tonight I realized how much spiritual abuse is affecting me. It started with me searching the internet for ways to get back into reading...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jul 21, 202112 min read
A Mennonite Wedding
The day prior to the wedding Mark* came to help dad and the boys move the furniture down in the basement. Then they went outside to...
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Sparkling Diamond
May 17, 202112 min read
Mennonites and The Occult
Last Sunday my pastor mentioned how he had listened to a podcast/video about a murder that involved the occult in the area almost a...
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