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My Rebellion Cake
This is my rebellion cake... In all my life I don't remember ever seeing a square layer cake and the other day when I realized it I...

Sparkling Diamond
4 days ago2 min read
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Insights & A Bit of Healing
He sat at his desk soberly, his wife sitting in the corner chair and a chair next to her empty for me. At first glance, I could tell it was

Sparkling Diamond
7 days ago12 min read
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Reflections of My Outer World
Now people say live the love and light and fight the dark. Ok. If you want to get rid of the wars and difficulties in your outer world...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 77 min read
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Writing An Essay
I am so proud of myself. I never dreamed I'd be able to do as much as I have in the last several days. All of a sudden it looks fun and...

Sparkling Diamond
Mar 235 min read
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Flipping A Dire Situation Onto It's Head
I am so happy! It's been a crazy week with all the decisions, sleepless nights, and all the beautiful things that have been happening...

Sparkling Diamond
Mar 1520 min read
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A Bit of Healing
I've been trying to sit with the memories and pain but I was also afraid I was retraumatizing myself so this morning I wanted to try to...

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 204 min read
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Perfectionism Can Be A Curse
A bit ago I was thinking about perfectionism and the role it has played in my life. I remember different people throughout my life...

Sparkling Diamond
Jan 195 min read
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Finally Heard
Just a simple picture but there is so much depth in its layers... There's a part of me that has been coming to the surface a lot in the...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 14, 20246 min read
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Getting Back Into Inner Healing Work (IFS Therapy)
A week ago I was finally able to get back into doing inner healing work. I was scared because it felt like it has been so long since I...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 27, 20248 min read
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Getting Used to Horse Therapy Again
Yesterday was the third time that I spent time with Rose, my therapy horse. She is brown all over with a big round belly. Last week when...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 17, 20249 min read
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A Nightmare I Don't Know How To Wake Up From
If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 25, 20245 min read
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Progress or Not?
TW: Child Sexual Abuse I haven't been writing much lately. I've been wanting to but the words inside my head are just all jumbled and my...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 11, 20248 min read
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Sliding Into My DMs
On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 23, 20249 min read
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Uncovering Some More Wounds...
Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 22, 202410 min read
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Just A Little Bit More Healing...
Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 15, 20248 min read
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It Is Not Okay
In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 12, 20248 min read
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When Did It Start?
Today I was thinking about that question. A few days ago I was asked when the exhaustion started. When I first felt it.

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 7, 20245 min read
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What's The Next Step?
Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 4, 20247 min read
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Slowly Suffocating
See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...

Sparkling Diamond
Mar 24, 20246 min read
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Rags At First Glance
Last week someone sent me these words when I needed to hear them because I have been feeling so pressured to "fit in a box" (which...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 24, 20232 min read
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