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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 10, 20242 min read
A Little Hutch
I needed something to fill the space next to the stove so I decided a custom hutch was to order. I forgot to take pictures of the...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jul 17, 20249 min read
Getting Used to Horse Therapy Again
Yesterday was the third time that I spent time with Rose, my therapy horse. She is brown all over with a big round belly. Last week when...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 22, 202410 min read
Uncovering Some More Wounds...
Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 15, 20248 min read
Just A Little Bit More Healing...
Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 12, 20248 min read
It Is Not Okay
In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 4, 20247 min read
What's The Next Step?
Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk... Right now I'm angry. Angry with the world. Angry with life. Angry with...
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Sparkling Diamond
Mar 31, 20244 min read
Into The Pit
It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have
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Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20237 min read
Lifting the Burden
This past weekend was horrible. I had things I wanted to do but I didn't get any of it done... Friday I went to work and took a picture...
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Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20235 min read
More Salt
Edit: I had taken this down because I was unsure whether I really should post it but decided to repost it in its rawness... Today is...
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 19, 20234 min read
I Am A Wild Child
Jesus, can I come home?
I'm so tired.
I just want to be free.
Free from it all...
And I want a hug.
A big one.
A long one.
A comforting one.
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 5, 20231 min read
Handfuls of Salt
*If you would like a print of this piece it is available for sale on my website under the Painful Paintings tab... (I wrote this piece a...
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 18, 20238 min read
Starving For Connection
Graduating from school at 8th grade, the future looked extremely dark. All I could see was that there would now be no escape from my parents
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 15, 20236 min read
The Latest Thing
And I keep hearing my dad's voice "It's just all in your head!" A phrase I often heard when I wasn't feeling well....
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 3, 202313 min read
Betrayal: Healing Comes By Feeling
Pretty gruesome, isn't it? I don't know what color pain is but I know how it feels. It is heavy. It hurts. Sometimes...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 26, 20237 min read
Pressure, Pressure Everywhere
Where does this pressure come from? From people's good intentions. Friends implying their opinions. My own internal dialogue from...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 19, 20237 min read
Calmly Aggressive
Aggression dressed up in a pretty package is like poison in a relationship. We may be unaware of our passive aggression but we are still...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 9, 20237 min read
Riding The See-Saw of Unhealthy Relationships
When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 9, 202310 min read
Talking To Myself...
Today is one of those days that are really out of sorts. It could be triggered by any number of things. Two of the culprits may be the...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jul 30, 20233 min read
Escaping the Claws of the Enemy
This kinda depicts my feelings of today...moving out of state and some of the things that happened leading up to it and after make me...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jun 27, 20235 min read
Worship or Weep?
Tonight I was on my way home from horse therapy and since I'm now living at my friend's house I decided to find a closer way home than I...
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