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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 29, 20245 min read
The Entrance
I had started this post and was getting ready to share it but then I thought to myself that I can do better with my drawings. Yesterday...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 27, 20248 min read
Getting Back Into Inner Healing Work (IFS Therapy)
A week ago I was finally able to get back into doing inner healing work. I was scared because it felt like it has been so long since I...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 16, 20246 min read
Dreaming Without Bounds (Introduction)
I think it's about time that my subscribers have some exclusive content to read again! You all have been so kind to keep paying $10 every...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 13, 20242 min read
A Broken Teacup
...brokeness doesn't feel beautiful, but beauty can come out of it, even if it just makes us a more understanding and compassionate person..
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 10, 20242 min read
A Little Hutch
I needed something to fill the space next to the stove so I decided a custom hutch was to order. I forgot to take pictures of the...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 5, 20242 min read
A Little Treehouse For the Playroom
My inner child has really been wanting a safe place to play and so I've been focusing on that the last several days as I had the energy....
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Sparkling Diamond
Jul 17, 20249 min read
Getting Used to Horse Therapy Again
Yesterday was the third time that I spent time with Rose, my therapy horse. She is brown all over with a big round belly. Last week when...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jun 25, 20245 min read
A Nightmare I Don't Know How To Wake Up From
If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jun 11, 20248 min read
Progress or Not?
TW: Child Sexual Abuse I haven't been writing much lately. I've been wanting to but the words inside my head are just all jumbled and my...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 23, 20249 min read
Sliding Into My DMs
On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 22, 202410 min read
Uncovering Some More Wounds...
Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 12, 20248 min read
It Is Not Okay
In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...
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Sparkling Diamond
Mar 24, 20246 min read
Slowly Suffocating
See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jan 22, 20248 min read
Nightmares Aren't Always Bad
And it reminds that 16 year old part of me of how it used to be at that age. Yes, my parents owned the property but I had no space to...
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 20, 20233 min read
Thanksgiving Dreams
Yesterday when I clocked in at work there was a sign that mentioned employees getting a turkey to take home apparently. At this point I...
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 19, 20234 min read
I Am A Wild Child
Jesus, can I come home?
I'm so tired.
I just want to be free.
Free from it all...
And I want a hug.
A big one.
A long one.
A comforting one.
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 18, 20238 min read
Starving For Connection
Graduating from school at 8th grade, the future looked extremely dark. All I could see was that there would now be no escape from my parents
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 3, 202313 min read
Betrayal: Healing Comes By Feeling
Pretty gruesome, isn't it? I don't know what color pain is but I know how it feels. It is heavy. It hurts. Sometimes...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 13, 202312 min read
Therapist Analysis
Be brave. Be strong. Be courageous. Fight for yourself. You are worth it.
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 14, 20239 min read
What if...
What she is trying to do is protect me from more pain, more heartache, more invalidation by those close to her that she dares to share her c
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