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Jun 255 min read

A Nightmare I Don't Know How To Wake Up From

If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...

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Apr 2210 min read

Uncovering Some More Wounds...

Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...

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Apr 158 min read

Just A Little Bit More Healing...

Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...

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Apr 75 min read

When Did It Start?

Today I was thinking about that question. A few days ago I was asked when the exhaustion started. When I first felt it. I still remember...

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Mar 246 min read

Slowly Suffocating

See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...

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Dec 7, 20237 min read

Lifting the Burden

This past weekend was horrible. I had things I wanted to do but I didn't get any of it done... Friday I went to work and took a picture...

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Nov 19, 20234 min read

I Am A Wild Child

Jesus, can I come home? I'm so tired. I just want to be free. Free from it all... And I want a hug. A big one. A long one. A comforting one.

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Nov 16, 20238 min read

Scared Stiff

Implicit memories and flashbacks are no respecter of present situations or whether you feel safe or not...They are like demanding teasers sa

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Nov 5, 20231 min read

Handfuls of Salt

*If you would like a print of this piece it is available for sale on my website under the Painful Paintings tab... (I wrote this piece a...

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Aug 23, 20238 min read

Another Step in My Healing Journey

It's hard to ask for help. Especially when one isn't sure what they need.

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Jul 28, 20238 min read

Midnight Mutterings

I didn't know what to expect. I didn't want to talk about whatever came up because this was an area I hated as well as tried to...

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May 7, 20231 min read

No Child...

No child should have to live in fear/terror. No child should have to be terrified of what will happen after child services leaves from...

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Feb 18, 20233 min read

Depleted

When something is depleted It is empty. The reserves gone. The energy drained. Nothing remains. It is void Of existence. Not a drop left....

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What Did Jesus Mean When He Said Deny Yourself?

Jun 19, 202212 min read

What Did Jesus Mean When He Said Deny Yourself?

Lately I've been learning a lot about healthy boundaries and relationships and what they look like and how if we don't take care of...

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What Does It Mean To Be Separate From The World

Feb 19, 202212 min read

What Does It Mean To Be Separate From The World

There are many different religions and denominations around the world and all of them have their own unique identifiers. Most often they...

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Dec 26, 20213 min read

Merry Christmas

Friendship is vital to life. Supportive and caring friends do wonders in helping someone through life. I'm blessed to have a few friends...

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Sep 10, 20218 min read