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My Rebellion Cake
This is my rebellion cake... In all my life I don't remember ever seeing a square layer cake and the other day when I realized it I...

Sparkling Diamond
4 days ago2 min read
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Insights & A Bit of Healing
He sat at his desk soberly, his wife sitting in the corner chair and a chair next to her empty for me. At first glance, I could tell it was

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 1812 min read
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Flipping A Dire Situation Onto It's Head
I am so happy! It's been a crazy week with all the decisions, sleepless nights, and all the beautiful things that have been happening...

Sparkling Diamond
Mar 1520 min read
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Perfectionism Can Be A Curse
A bit ago I was thinking about perfectionism and the role it has played in my life. I remember different people throughout my life...

Sparkling Diamond
Jan 195 min read
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Finally Heard
Just a simple picture but there is so much depth in its layers... There's a part of me that has been coming to the surface a lot in the...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 14, 20246 min read
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Rabbit Holes And Bunny Tails (Not Literally)
I am a bit hesitant to share all this stuff because I have experienced people who call themselves christians to lash out or try to tell...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 12, 20248 min read
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A Nightmare I Don't Know How To Wake Up From
If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 25, 20245 min read
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Progress or Not?
TW: Child Sexual Abuse I haven't been writing much lately. I've been wanting to but the words inside my head are just all jumbled and my...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 11, 20248 min read
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Sliding Into My DMs
On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 23, 20249 min read
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Uncovering Some More Wounds...
Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 22, 202410 min read
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Just A Little Bit More Healing...
Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 15, 20248 min read
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It Is Not Okay
In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 12, 20248 min read
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When Did It Start?
Today I was thinking about that question. A few days ago I was asked when the exhaustion started. When I first felt it.

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 7, 20245 min read
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Into The Pit
It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have

Sparkling Diamond
Mar 31, 20244 min read
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Slowly Suffocating
See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...

Sparkling Diamond
Mar 24, 20246 min read
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Nightmares Aren't Always Bad
And it reminds that 16 year old part of me of how it used to be at that age. Yes, my parents owned the property but I had no space to...

Sparkling Diamond
Jan 22, 20248 min read
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Lifting the Burden
This past weekend was horrible. I had things I wanted to do but I didn't get any of it done... Friday I went to work and took a picture...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20237 min read
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Scared Stiff
Implicit memories and flashbacks are no respecter of present situations or whether you feel safe or not...They are like demanding teasers sa

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 16, 20238 min read
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Two Things
Two things have been coming to mind lately: 1. I have been copying recipes off Pinterest to fill my recipe box with healthy recipes so...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 7, 20232 min read
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Betrayal: Healing Comes By Feeling
Pretty gruesome, isn't it? I don't know what color pain is but I know how it feels. It is heavy. It hurts. Sometimes...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 3, 202313 min read
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