Some of you know that my car has been on its last leg the last month and that I have no way of replacing it when it quits. If you have...

It is Monday morning.  I literally don't know how to fight anymore. I rested all weekend, only to feel as drained as i did before, like...

A bit ago I was thinking about perfectionism and the role it has played in my life. I remember different people throughout my life...

At my job we get a free turkey for Thanksgiving. When I was getting mine my manager said that if I don't have plans that I am welcome to...

It's been a while since I've written about my healing journey. There's been a profound shift in the last little bit which has been quite...

Just a simple picture but there is so much depth in its layers... There's a part of me that has been coming to the surface a lot in the...

I am a bit hesitant to share all this stuff because I have experienced people who call themselves christians to lash out or try to tell...

A week ago I was finally able to get back into doing inner healing work. I was scared because it felt like it has been so long since I...

Yesterday was the third time that I spent time with Rose, my therapy horse. She is brown all over with a big round belly. Last week when...

If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...

On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....

Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...

Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk... Right now I'm angry. Angry with the world. Angry with life. Angry with...

It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have

See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...

And it reminds that 16 year old part of me of how it used to be at that age. Yes, my parents owned the property but I had no space to...

Graduating from school at 8th grade, the future looked extremely dark. All I could see was that there would now be no escape from my parents

Pretty gruesome, isn't it? I don't know what color pain is but I know how it feels. It is heavy. It hurts. Sometimes...

Where does this pressure come from? From people's good intentions. Friends implying their opinions. My own internal dialogue from...

When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...