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Sparkling Diamond
Dec 16 min read
My Thanksgiving Dinner
At my job we get a free turkey for Thanksgiving. When I was getting mine my manager said that if I don't have plans that I am welcome to...
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 2512 min read
A Shift in My Healing Journey
It's been a while since I've written about my healing journey. There's been a profound shift in the last little bit which has been quite...
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 146 min read
Finally Heard
Just a simple picture but there is so much depth in its layers... There's a part of me that has been coming to the surface a lot in the...
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 128 min read
Rabbit Holes And Bunny Tails (Not Literally)
I am a bit hesitant to share all this stuff because I have experienced people who call themselves christians to lash out or try to tell...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 278 min read
Getting Back Into Inner Healing Work (IFS Therapy)
A week ago I was finally able to get back into doing inner healing work. I was scared because it felt like it has been so long since I...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jul 179 min read
Getting Used to Horse Therapy Again
Yesterday was the third time that I spent time with Rose, my therapy horse. She is brown all over with a big round belly. Last week when...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jun 255 min read
A Nightmare I Don't Know How To Wake Up From
If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 239 min read
Sliding Into My DMs
On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 2210 min read
Uncovering Some More Wounds...
Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 47 min read
What's The Next Step?
Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk... Right now I'm angry. Angry with the world. Angry with life. Angry with...
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Sparkling Diamond
Mar 314 min read
Into The Pit
It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have
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Sparkling Diamond
Mar 246 min read
Slowly Suffocating
See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jan 228 min read
Nightmares Aren't Always Bad
And it reminds that 16 year old part of me of how it used to be at that age. Yes, my parents owned the property but I had no space to...
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 18, 20238 min read
Starving For Connection
Graduating from school at 8th grade, the future looked extremely dark. All I could see was that there would now be no escape from my parents
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 3, 202313 min read
Betrayal: Healing Comes By Feeling
Pretty gruesome, isn't it? I don't know what color pain is but I know how it feels. It is heavy. It hurts. Sometimes...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 26, 20237 min read
Pressure, Pressure Everywhere
Where does this pressure come from? From people's good intentions. Friends implying their opinions. My own internal dialogue from...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 9, 20237 min read
Riding The See-Saw of Unhealthy Relationships
When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 2, 20237 min read
Running from the Police...
I have a friend. She is a police officer in the city where I live. I told her she is welcome to stop if she is nearby and has a few...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jul 28, 20238 min read
Midnight Mutterings
I didn't know what to expect. I didn't want to talk about whatever came up because this was an area I hated as well as tried to...
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Sparkling Diamond
May 23, 20232 min read
The Persecution of a Child
Just putting my thoughts into words tonight.... It is a very weird feeling when you realize that the life you lived as a child has...
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