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Fears and Anxieties Have Roots...
On my mind tonight.... Sometimes...well, often, I find myself being so hard on myself for being so scared of the lady downstairs. Like, I...
Sparkling Diamond
Jun 19, 20234 min read
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Little Girls Don't Deserve...
These words have been running through my being since my (exhausting)therapy session last night... Little girls (children) don't deserve...
Sparkling Diamond
Jun 12, 20232 min read
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An Unwanted Phone Call...
What do you do when you get a phone call from someone who treated you horribly? I don't answer. I let it go to voice mail. I listened to...
Sparkling Diamond
Jun 10, 20233 min read
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Moving...And Memories
When I was 22 I moved to my current state. It was the only way I could find to stay out of my parent's house. I stayed at an older...
Sparkling Diamond
Jun 7, 20235 min read
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Hiding...
The last several weeks have been really rough physically. I haven't been sleeping well. The stress is wreaking havoc on my health and I'm...
Sparkling Diamond
Jun 3, 20232 min read
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My Coin Jar...And The Next Time That Never Came
I didn't have much to spare. I put in spare change that I had but it wasn't much more than half full. I wanted to give more but I didn't...
Sparkling Diamond
May 28, 20234 min read
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The Persecution of a Child
Just putting my thoughts into words tonight.... It is a very weird feeling when you realize that the life you lived as a child has...
Sparkling Diamond
May 23, 20232 min read
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No Child...
No child should have to live in fear/terror. No child should have to be terrified of what will happen after child services leaves from...
Sparkling Diamond
May 7, 20231 min read
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The Portrait of The Heart of a Survivor In The Eyes of an Abuser
Here's a beautiful painting of a young lady who is trying to do her best to heal. She is so creative and loves to bless others with her...
Sparkling Diamond
May 5, 20233 min read
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Depleted
When something is depleted It is empty. The reserves gone. The energy drained. Nothing remains. It is void Of existence. Not a drop left....
Sparkling Diamond
Feb 18, 20233 min read
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Red Flags... Want To Learn From My Experiences?
A while ago I had some people in my life that were not willing to listen to what I had to say. They tried to get me to do things I wasnt...
Sparkling Diamond
Jan 4, 202330 min read
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Some Self-care Ideas (Using My Life As An Example)
Today has been a day that for the most part I prefer not to repeat, mentally or emotionally. Triggered in part by an interaction with an...
Sparkling Diamond
Dec 15, 20223 min read
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Violated Boundaries
Last Monday an individual I had told I want no contact with chose to surprise me. When you don't have a good relationship with an...
Sparkling Diamond
Nov 10, 20223 min read
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Do You Want to Learn?
Ok, friends, if you really want to hurt me, I'm going to give you some tips...but most of you have been kind enough that I don't think...
Sparkling Diamond
Oct 31, 20228 min read
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Saturday's Emotions
I went shopping for a few hours today. I saw 4 ladies that I had seen and interacted with at one point of my life. The one was a...
Sparkling Diamond
Oct 30, 20222 min read
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A Relating Example
Someone told me that when people aren't open to something they will usually do one of two things...they will either shrink away or else...
Sparkling Diamond
Oct 16, 20222 min read
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Leaving My Faith Community
I never dreamed I'd stop going to church. Ever since I began to grow in my relationship with Jesus I wanted to know the truth and I...
Sparkling Diamond
Sep 25, 202217 min read
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Fireball of Emotion
The person stands there looking up into the dark sky "Why?" they ask "Why?" "What do I do with these emotions?" "How do I heal from this...
Sparkling Diamond
Sep 16, 20222 min read
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Spiritual Abuse
This painting is still wet just like my heart is still raw from my therapist triggering me in my last session. The title of this painting...
Sparkling Diamond
Aug 21, 20224 min read
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The Pain of Good Intentions And Learning From Experience
Please be kind with your comments... https://www.wildernesstowild.com/community/public/posts/77356-is-your-pastor-doing-the-devil-s-work...
Sparkling Diamond
Aug 9, 20224 min read
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