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Sparkling Diamond
Dec 85 min read
A Healing Moment
The other day I was looking for hairspray to use for a project after I got done with my shift. At first I got a big bottle of the shelf...
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Sparkling Diamond
Dec 16 min read
My Thanksgiving Dinner
At my job we get a free turkey for Thanksgiving. When I was getting mine my manager said that if I don't have plans that I am welcome to...
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 2512 min read
A Shift in My Healing Journey
It's been a while since I've written about my healing journey. There's been a profound shift in the last little bit which has been quite...
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 146 min read
Finally Heard
Just a simple picture but there is so much depth in its layers... There's a part of me that has been coming to the surface a lot in the...
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 128 min read
Rabbit Holes And Bunny Tails (Not Literally)
I am a bit hesitant to share all this stuff because I have experienced people who call themselves christians to lash out or try to tell...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 167 min read
It's Time to Play
I haven't been writing much lately because I've been so exhausted and haven't had the energy to really even do fun things. And worrying...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 278 min read
Getting Back Into Inner Healing Work (IFS Therapy)
A week ago I was finally able to get back into doing inner healing work. I was scared because it felt like it has been so long since I...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jul 179 min read
Getting Used to Horse Therapy Again
Yesterday was the third time that I spent time with Rose, my therapy horse. She is brown all over with a big round belly. Last week when...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jun 255 min read
A Nightmare I Don't Know How To Wake Up From
If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jun 118 min read
Progress or Not?
TW: Child Sexual Abuse I haven't been writing much lately. I've been wanting to but the words inside my head are just all jumbled and my...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 239 min read
Sliding Into My DMs
On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 2210 min read
Uncovering Some More Wounds...
Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 158 min read
Just A Little Bit More Healing...
Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 128 min read
It Is Not Okay
In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 75 min read
When Did It Start?
Today I was thinking about that question. A few days ago I was asked when the exhaustion started. When I first felt it. I still remember...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 47 min read
What's The Next Step?
Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk... Right now I'm angry. Angry with the world. Angry with life. Angry with...
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Sparkling Diamond
Mar 314 min read
Into The Pit
It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have
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Sparkling Diamond
Mar 246 min read
Slowly Suffocating
See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jan 228 min read
Nightmares Aren't Always Bad
And it reminds that 16 year old part of me of how it used to be at that age. Yes, my parents owned the property but I had no space to...
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Sparkling Diamond
Dec 18, 20235 min read
Big Feelings Over Something Normally Insignificant
Tonight I decided that I want to make tomato soup and a toasted cheese sandwich for supper. I left the room to go to my locker in the...
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