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Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20235 min read
More Salt
Edit: I had taken this down because I was unsure whether I really should post it but decided to repost it in its rawness... Today is...
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 23, 20234 min read
Christmas Dreams
*AI generated photo Now I'm going to start dreaming for Christmas...what my dream Christmas would look like...the colors would be blue,...
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 19, 20234 min read
I Am A Wild Child
Jesus, can I come home?
I'm so tired.
I just want to be free.
Free from it all...
And I want a hug.
A big one.
A long one.
A comforting one.
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 16, 20238 min read
Scared Stiff
Implicit memories and flashbacks are no respecter of present situations or whether you feel safe or not...They are like demanding teasers sa
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 24, 20235 min read
A Different End To My Day
Also now that I'm here and getting used to the sights and sounds, I am reminded of the group homes that I've been in in the past.
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 18, 20238 min read
Starving For Connection
Graduating from school at 8th grade, the future looked extremely dark. All I could see was that there would now be no escape from my parents
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 15, 20236 min read
The Latest Thing
And I keep hearing my dad's voice "It's just all in your head!" A phrase I often heard when I wasn't feeling well....
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 10, 202310 min read
Globs of Anger
If anger consisted of gooey globs, I'd be flinging it at quite a number of people right now. And...I guess I wasn't expecting to receive s
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 7, 20232 min read
Two Things
Two things have been coming to mind lately: 1. I have been copying recipes off Pinterest to fill my recipe box with healthy recipes so...
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 3, 202313 min read
Betrayal: Healing Comes By Feeling
Pretty gruesome, isn't it? I don't know what color pain is but I know how it feels. It is heavy. It hurts. Sometimes...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 26, 20237 min read
Pressure, Pressure Everywhere
Where does this pressure come from? From people's good intentions. Friends implying their opinions. My own internal dialogue from...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 19, 20237 min read
Calmly Aggressive
Aggression dressed up in a pretty package is like poison in a relationship. We may be unaware of our passive aggression but we are still...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 13, 202312 min read
Therapist Analysis
Be brave. Be strong. Be courageous. Fight for yourself. You are worth it.
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 9, 20237 min read
Riding The See-Saw of Unhealthy Relationships
When you trust someone and they "flip" on you as in saying one thing and then changing it later it undermines and cripples your trust...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 6, 202312 min read
Food Deprivation Harms
There's been something niggling at the back of my mind the last several days and I have been slowly able to put words to it and tonight I...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 26, 20237 min read
Dancing In Safety
...because she wasn't sure He would actually show up and help her in her pain and need.
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 23, 20238 min read
Another Step in My Healing Journey
It's hard to ask for help. Especially when one isn't sure what they need.
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 14, 20239 min read
What if...
What she is trying to do is protect me from more pain, more heartache, more invalidation by those close to her that she dares to share her c
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 9, 202310 min read
Talking To Myself...
Today is one of those days that are really out of sorts. It could be triggered by any number of things. Two of the culprits may be the...
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Sparkling Diamond
Aug 6, 20238 min read
Careful Protector
See this beautiful young girl? Her name is Careful Protector. She is feeling shy and would rather be hiding amongst the trees instead of...
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