Last night I unfollowed a number of people on social media because I cannot handle the pain of the events that they share. For a while...

I am so proud of myself. I never dreamed I'd be able to do as much as I have in the last several days. All of a sudden it looks fun and...

I've been trying to sit with the memories and pain but I was also afraid I was retraumatizing myself so this morning I wanted to try to...

Some of you know that my car has been on its last leg the last month and that I have no way of replacing it when it quits. If you have...

A bit ago I was thinking about perfectionism and the role it has played in my life. I remember different people throughout my life...

This is just an impromptu post because I'm trying to process where I'm at with religion, Christianity in particular...I want to talk...

The other day I was looking for hairspray to use for a project after I got done with my shift. At first I got a big bottle of the shelf...

At my job we get a free turkey for Thanksgiving. When I was getting mine my manager said that if I don't have plans that I am welcome to...

I am a bit hesitant to share all this stuff because I have experienced people who call themselves christians to lash out or try to tell...

I haven't been writing much lately because I've been so exhausted and haven't had the energy to really even do fun things. And worrying...

If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...

TW: Child Sexual Abuse I haven't been writing much lately. I've been wanting to but the words inside my head are just all jumbled and my...

On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....

Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...

In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...

Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk...

It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have

See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...

Edit: I had taken this down because I was unsure whether I really should post it but decided to repost it in its rawness...

Jesus, can I come home? I'm so tired. I just want to be free. Free from it all... And I want a hug. A big one. A long one. A comforting one.