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Sparkling Diamond
3 days ago5 min read
Perfectionism Can Be A Curse
A bit ago I was thinking about perfectionism and the role it has played in my life. I remember different people throughout my life...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jan 27 min read
My House of Cards Is Falling
This is just an impromptu post because I'm trying to process where I'm at with religion, Christianity in particular...I want to talk...
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Sparkling Diamond
Dec 8, 20245 min read
A Healing Moment
The other day I was looking for hairspray to use for a project after I got done with my shift. At first I got a big bottle of the shelf...
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Sparkling Diamond
Dec 1, 20246 min read
My Thanksgiving Dinner
At my job we get a free turkey for Thanksgiving. When I was getting mine my manager said that if I don't have plans that I am welcome to...
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 12, 20248 min read
Rabbit Holes And Bunny Tails (Not Literally)
I am a bit hesitant to share all this stuff because I have experienced people who call themselves christians to lash out or try to tell...
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Sparkling Diamond
Sep 16, 20247 min read
It's Time to Play
I haven't been writing much lately because I've been so exhausted and haven't had the energy to really even do fun things. And worrying...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jun 25, 20245 min read
A Nightmare I Don't Know How To Wake Up From
If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...
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Sparkling Diamond
Jun 11, 20248 min read
Progress or Not?
TW: Child Sexual Abuse I haven't been writing much lately. I've been wanting to but the words inside my head are just all jumbled and my...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 23, 20249 min read
Sliding Into My DMs
On Sunday night I had an individual slip into my DMs implying that she's doing well but that I'm not because I'm not trying hard enough....
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 22, 202410 min read
Uncovering Some More Wounds...
Last night in therapy I went to a place I wasn't planning to go. A place that seemed so far away and yet so similar to my current...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 12, 20248 min read
It Is Not Okay
In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...
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Sparkling Diamond
Apr 4, 20247 min read
What's The Next Step?
Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk... Right now I'm angry. Angry with the world. Angry with life. Angry with...
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Sparkling Diamond
Mar 31, 20244 min read
Into The Pit
It was just such a straight out-of-the-blue question that even if something was or had happened that I remembered, I don't think I'd have
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Sparkling Diamond
Mar 24, 20246 min read
Slowly Suffocating
See the little girl? She's very young. Maybe 2 or 3 years old. She feels so bewildered and alone. The people who should be nurturing her...
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Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20235 min read
More Salt
Edit: I had taken this down because I was unsure whether I really should post it but decided to repost it in its rawness... Today is...
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 19, 20234 min read
I Am A Wild Child
Jesus, can I come home?
I'm so tired.
I just want to be free.
Free from it all...
And I want a hug.
A big one.
A long one.
A comforting one.
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 16, 20238 min read
Scared Stiff
Implicit memories and flashbacks are no respecter of present situations or whether you feel safe or not...They are like demanding teasers sa
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Sparkling Diamond
Nov 11, 202312 min read
Locked Out
I'm struggling to clear the mud out of my eyes so I can try to see clearly enough to figure out what the next thing is to do. I'm trying to
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Sparkling Diamond
Oct 31, 20234 min read
Sarcasm To Hide The Hurt
(Very sarcastically) If you decide to make a new start in your life make sure that everything you take with you fits in your car that way...
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