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Insights & A Bit of Healing
He sat at his desk soberly, his wife sitting in the corner chair and a chair next to her empty for me. At first glance, I could tell it was

Sparkling Diamond
5 days ago12 min read
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The Trajectory of Reality
It is Monday morning. I literally don't know how to fight anymore. I rested all weekend, only to feel as drained as i did before, like...

Sparkling Diamond
Feb 32 min read
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My House of Cards Is Falling
This is just an impromptu post because I'm trying to process where I'm at with religion, Christianity in particular...I want to talk...

Sparkling Diamond
Jan 27 min read
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Rabbit Holes And Bunny Tails (Not Literally)
I am a bit hesitant to share all this stuff because I have experienced people who call themselves christians to lash out or try to tell...

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 12, 20248 min read
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Getting Back Into Inner Healing Work (IFS Therapy)
A week ago I was finally able to get back into doing inner healing work. I was scared because it felt like it has been so long since I...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 27, 20248 min read
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Taking Care of Myself First
Several years ago I came across a Facebook post that makes its rounds almost every year. It is a list of items that people wish they...

Sparkling Diamond
Aug 20, 20245 min read
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Getting Used to Horse Therapy Again
Yesterday was the third time that I spent time with Rose, my therapy horse. She is brown all over with a big round belly. Last week when...

Sparkling Diamond
Jul 17, 20249 min read
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A Nightmare I Don't Know How To Wake Up From
If you have been following my story lately you may have heard that I was in the shelter for 7 months...it really took me for a loop...

Sparkling Diamond
Jun 25, 20245 min read
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My First Dollhouse(s)
Around a year ago in the healing work I was doing I came up with the idea that I wanted to build a dollhouse for the child inside of me...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 20, 20246 min read
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Just A Little Bit More Healing...
Last night I was able to release just a little bit more grief and pain from how my abusive employers treated me...it is still such a...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 15, 20248 min read
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It Is Not Okay
In February I felt that maybe I'd be out of the shelter by the end of the month. (But that was false)I planned that I would spend March...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 12, 20248 min read
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When Did It Start?
Today I was thinking about that question. A few days ago I was asked when the exhaustion started. When I first felt it.

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 7, 20245 min read
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What's The Next Step?
Warning: this is a really raw post. Read at your own risk...

Sparkling Diamond
Apr 4, 20247 min read
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Lifting the Burden
This past weekend was horrible. I had things I wanted to do but I didn't get any of it done... Friday I went to work and took a picture...

Sparkling Diamond
Dec 7, 20237 min read
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I Am A Wild Child
Jesus, can I come home?
I'm so tired.
I just want to be free.
Free from it all...
And I want a hug.
A big one.
A long one.
A comforting one.

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 19, 20234 min read
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Christmas Is On My Mind
Something that's been on my mind lately is Christmas...its been several years since I spent any holidays with my family...next month it...

Sparkling Diamond
Nov 8, 20232 min read
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A Different End To My Day
Also now that I'm here and getting used to the sights and sounds, I am reminded of the group homes that I've been in in the past.

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 24, 20235 min read
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Starving For Connection
Graduating from school at 8th grade, the future looked extremely dark. All I could see was that there would now be no escape from my parents

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 18, 20238 min read
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The Latest Thing
And I keep hearing my dad's voice "It's just all in your head!" A phrase I often heard when I wasn't feeling well....

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 15, 20236 min read
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Globs of Anger
If anger consisted of gooey globs, I'd be flinging it at quite a number of people right now. And...I guess I wasn't expecting to receive s

Sparkling Diamond
Oct 10, 202310 min read
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